Wistful Wednesday

[image source: Kpop Wiki ] A story ~ #Flashback Whenever I listen to songs I've obsessed over before, I can feel just how much I've changed as a person. It's like looking back at a childhood photo of myself and realizing how different you were back then versus now. I can remember the exact moment I fell in love with the song and how that song changed my life. Every song tells a story of the singer, but also of the listener as well. That is one of the reasons why music is wonderful~ But looking back, is still quite bittersweet. A song that I've loved so much is but a distant and endearing memory, though it saddens me a little that the song will never sound as fresh and exciting to my ears as much as it did before. No matter how many times I try to turn back the clock, I'm only reminded of how much I've changed as time went on. But the sweet news is that it shows that I'm growing up. It shows that pain is temporary, but that hey, I'm still chugging along. ...

[image source:  GFriend Wiki ] A story ~ Water Flower It takes a really mature person to be able to say that they will still continue to be themselves even if someone else does not like them. I'm still kind of grappling with the fact that I think that I have met someone who doesn't understand me, or feels uncomfortable hanging around me, simply because we are just two really different people. I don't hate this person particularly, but I just don't know how to act around them because I can tell they don't know how to act around me. At first, it really decreased my self-confidence because I really want to get along with everyone that I meet, but if it makes them uncomfortable just because I am myself, then I can't do anything about it. When I looked myself in the mirror before, my confidence came from the fact that I knew that everyone I knew were comfortable around me in some shape or form. But now, I have to face myself and realize that even if I haven't don...