Wistful Wednesday

[image source: Mirei Touyama (Youtube) ] A story ~ Hikari [ hikari means "light"] When I was younger, I used to hate cliches. I didn't want to love like one, I didn't want to live in one, and I did anything to not become one. Weirdly enough, by aiming to not fit into a cliche, I was becoming one. Sure, I wanted to be anything but like other girls, but every girl wanted this too. Admit it or not, every child in this world socialized by some sort of individualistic values aims to find some special characteristic in their bodies that they can utilize to set themselves apart from the rest...without of course being ostracized by society (as contradictory as that sounds). And it's true, I lived in that fantasy too. Though like all fantasies, it was bound to come disillusioned at some point...and it did. There was a shadowy period of my life where I felt like an absolute failure because I couldn't find anything inherently noteworthy about myself that could put me o...

[image source: GFriend (Youtube )] A story ~ Sweety Chrome History Tuesday, May 18, 2021  10:10 PM alex t. (hellowassup) - www.instagram.com 11:15 PM Alex Teagan (@hellowassoup) - www.tiktok.com 11:29 PM how do i know if i like my best friend - www.google.com  11:30 PM 7 Stages of Falling in Love with Your Best Friend - www.youtube.com 11:40 PM 7 Signs Your Best Friend Has a Crush on You - www.youtube.com 11:44 PM 7 Signs Someone's Pretending Not to Like You 💖👀 - www.youtube.com 11:46 PM Fish in a tube Fish in a tube - www.youtube.com 11:50 PM Meet the Salmon Cannon - www.youtube.com 11:56 PM why does my fish tank stink - www.google.com   12:01 AM alex t. (hellowassup) - www.instagram.com 12:38 AM Are We Meant To Be Together Quiz - www.quiz.lovetoknow.com 12:54 AM alex t. (hellowassup) - www.instagram.com 1:01 AM Jess Nguyen (envymexoxo) - www.instagram.com 1:12 AM Jessica N. (@jealousyxoxo) - www.tiktok.com Wednesday, May 19, 2021 10:34 AM  Jess Nguyen (envymexoxo...

[image source: Mianzi (Youtube) ] A story ~ Kongpai [ kongpai means "blank"] My sincere condolences. -- 04/06/17 Dear Father, I know a secret that mother told me about you. Did she ever tell you that she told me? Regards, K. -- 06/08/19 Dear Mother, If you saw me when I was younger, I'd still be scared of you. But, you'd know how much I loved you right? Regards, K. -- 07/05/21 Dear First Love, If only you could have texted me first. Regards, K. -- 19/05/21 Dear Best Friend, What do you really think of me? Like really? Regards, K. -- 25/05/21 Dear Marina, the Beta Fish I didn't mean to let you die. The weather just didn't cooperate with me that day, I promise. Regards, K. -- 26/05/21 Dear Me, One day, I thought about murdering you.  I didn't want to do it initially, it just, sort of...came to that point.  Do you know why? Regards, K. -- [date unidentified] Dear Supermarket floor, Today, I dropped someone precious into your hands, and I was wondering if you...

[image source: Norae Piano (Youtube)] A story ~ '#' Long Version It wasn't long before the last raindrop fell onto the sidewalk, softer than the blink of an eye. As you're holding your red umbrella with a tight fist, you peer down on the asphalt that reflects your visage on its black, glossy surface. "What am I going to do now?" You say, realizing that the sky had dried up its tears. It felt like the only thing you knew how to do; just holding up that umbrella for what seemed like eternity. Ironically, after all that time, you still never considered that someday this rain would end. Peering up at the sky, you see the swirling maelstrom of clouds with peekaboos of sunlight speckled between them. Your eyes trace down to the  path that had been revealed as a result of this. It is long and narrow, carving its way through the grass like a frozen river in winter. What are you going to do now?  Daylight is removing its veil of solitude and you’re not sure your eyes a...